I know you are not supposed to hate. As followers of Christ, hate should not be a part of our daily life or allowed to grow. I have a confession. I have hate in my heart and I don’t plan on getting rid of it any time soon!!! The hate that I harbor is the hate of Fat!
I HATE fat!. I hate putting it on. I hate trying to lose it. I hate trying to hold it in, cover it up, camouflage it and squeeze it into a pair of SPANX! I hate to feel it jiggle, see it’s dimples when it smiles at me. I hate that fat floats to the top when in water! I hate that it waves hello to me under my arms, lies beside me on my bed and drapes softly under my chin.
I REALLY hate what I have to go thru to try to cover up the fact that I have fat and to convince the world that I am the only woman on the planet that doesn’t have to worry about fat at all. If you have ever tried to maneuver yourself into a pair of SPANX then you know what I mean. What? You don’t know what SPANX are? They are bionic underwear! They are Gods gift to sagging bottoms and bulging bellies No self-respecting woman should leave home without them (that’s my opinion). The word maneuver actually means: carefully directed movement; to plan or manage in a skillful way; to move by some trick or scheme. In other words, covering up fat is ALOT of work!! Actually it is exhausting. All of the sucking in, holding up and binding of fat is just too much!
So, there you have it. I have hate in my heart for fat.
you know, i kinda feel the same way, and you may laugh, but as i have been getting older, mainly just this past year i have noticed that my body is not as tight, and nice as it usd to be, and i hate the fat i have in certain places that drives me crazy, and im just so lazy i dont want to work out, but i think its getting time to get over that and just do it.
but on another note, i think you are beautiful and i think your body is cute.
I’m so happy to see you getting all the rumbling in your head down on paper. I’ts such good mental therapy(not saying you need that.) Not only do I love you but I am your biggest fan. KEEP IT COMING!
Tonya, I’m so proud of you for stepping into the blog world! I LOVE IT! You might want to put a picture of yourself on here, though. If I didn’t know you, I’d think you must be a real hefty one from reading this….Bless your heart, you’re as cute as a button!
Oh Michelle you are too funny! Pictures are on their way next week. Thanks for the input!! And for reading!